is there a trend here?

I just realized something. Everytime I'm away from my blog and come back to it, I change the layout and backgrounds and such. Then I'll post for a little awhile and then suddenly quit writing because my life is too "Boring" or "Busy". But before that I promise myself and halfway promise my blog that i'll try to post more.  anddd 6 months of not posting more later.. I come back. Change the layout again. Posted for awhile. Abandon. Repeat.


and here is the part where I tell you I'm really going to try to post more.