I know iknow, I keep on posting.

You know what I just now realized? 

That yesterday was Valetines day. 

Yeah I know. To me it was just another Saturday. 

But try crying yourself to sleep. 

And then getting up early. 

I should've worn my glasses to church today. My eyes were hurting the whole entire time.

Last night. I kept reliving the morning Pa-paw died.... That didn't help me any. 

I read in Jesus Calling something like, "Don't rehearse problems in your head, this makes you go through them multiple times when I only mean for you to go through them once." I love how its written like Jesus is speaking to you. And I also love how she backs up what she says with Bible verses. 

But it just helps me remember that. God's already been through this. Now He is helping me go through it. =) That's a huge comfort.

Also. I just get myself a sloppy joe. And right as I sit down this show comes on about starving children. So much enjoying my sloppy joe. Because I'm sorry. I just can't sit there and stuff my face while looking at children out there who's ribs are sticking out. I wish I could more than just pray. But.. when I think about it. Praying is the best thing I could ever do for them.